Uncertainty
I haven't updated for a while, I suppose i've been busy trying to just "live" and crack on with all of this. I had a CT scan just over a week ago. Yesterday I had a text message from my GP stating that " my lungs were ok but it's picked up an enlarged heart " he has referred me for a heart scan and urgent referal to a cardiologist. My heart was initially enlarged but I think it was just presumed it was fine now and back to normal. I can't explain the fear I feel right now and equally the frustration. This should have been checked sooner which would have picked it up sooner. And to tell me in a text message is pretty crappy. What if my kids had seen that message first ? What if it was the wrong number ? Surely it would have been fairer and kinder to tell me this in a quick phone call!!! Dr's have lost their person centredness for sure and I feel quite fobbed off and left hanging with so many questions and fears in the back of my mind. The minu...